love without conditions, heart that always listens, to a crying world.
Lord of all creation, humble as a servant.
with you, all praise begin.

Grace is all sufficient, you become my potion, more than life could bring.
All my past forsaken, i lay my own ambition, before my king of dreams

What can i give thats worthy, to you my soul will sing...

Beautiful One, Merciful Son, the crown of heaven, reigning in my heart.
Beautiful Love, gift from above.
Adore you forever, my Savior(Jesus)

More than enough you're,
More than enough you're,
More than enough for me...


Friends, you see...these words are the expression of my love towards god, even though it is not written by me, but i cann feel this song is about our love towards god.
*Your ATTITUDE towards God's word is your attitude towards God*
Sometimes i really wanna cry in front of Him....i mean, His presence is not only so divine, but its very healing too...that's the presence of god!!!
You see, god doesn't wanna us to be empty in our life...but what he wants is...our life to be filled with a temple, His temple of the spirit...i could still really felt god's presence as i write this...

Friends, you see...sometimes in life there certain trials and turbalations, but this is the best time for us to praise him, for us to worship him! Why still praise him when all troubles came to me?! Why?! Why?! Why?! Feeling sad and low, i seek His face and boom!!! The emptiness in my heart are gone...the joy i had once were restored back to me...i was like....god, you're amazing!!!
The songs are available for listening and it is just beside the....erm...music playlist


wow wow wow!!! this few day has been a hilarious one! hahah...just to update you guys on whats happening on 26....<<<<<< well...we were just informed that we gotta perform at least an item for the Graduation ceremony...and i was thinking in my mind...will i get to be perform too???as a guitarist la...den i everyday flirt with my Fina for what?LOL...but seriously i wanna join in this...erm...event? had a funny and joking day mann!!! hahah! it's really damm funny especially Shamir...during CPA lesson, he actually go disturb Mrs Tan( the principal!!!!) OMGosh!!!!he hide the window( u know those blue ones?) den he shouted: EH! Peng You!" and everyone HAHAHAAHHAHAHA!!!! Ms Tan Mrs Foo was also laughing... after school...we went to eat...wow! talk about eating ah..i'm" EAT EAT EAT ONLYY...." hahah right after that, we went to IT Rm(air-condition one DUDE!) and there goes Joseph...wha...damm funny lo HAHAHAH...after that, went swimming with Fahan, heard he fall down at Long-Kang( you know those type of...erm... about 1m like that...wha so cham lorr....
den we started our swimming straight away(of cuz got change la-_-)

swim till 730(not AM ah!PM lA!lol) den got those type of bug all around the swimming pool....EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!
We went straight to Vland HEEHEEHHEE(Ops not suppose let my cell leader know=P)
played 1 match against Farhan...argh!!!! always lose to him!!!! did saw a few GYSS peeps down there...

on my back home...OMGOSH!!!! my cell leader was on the same bus as me O_O
she didn't saw me cuz i always sit all the way back of the bus...
till the point of alighting, i called her and we chatted and there she started so-called nagging at me...but it was good la...
did have Fei-low ship as well...

after fellowship was damm tired....what did i did? go sleep la! lol

Next day(today, Btw there's a song really named today)...usual thing...go bath and brush teeth and start my daily prayer...
and i went to school....again have some fun time in the morning and everything seems to went well after Noon...
went to take 410W cuz Nth better to do HEE HEE!

Upon reaching home, i took my guitar....arh! currently practicing Check Yes Juliet!!!! whoo!!!!

it is CHRIST whos lives in me:)


alright friends!
A warm greeting with a smile:)
Haha! No la, just that having some tuition just feel kinda better...
Oh ya! Btw, re-take exams are so troublesome! During MT period, ms leong asked me to re-take paper 1, so was like....no choice lor, haha...so when go down and do lo #_@

10min later, i came up and everyone was like....wha?! So fast?! Power la! Lol
Cuz the paper was....erm....chicken feet=P hahah

Den before MT, it was mr ow's CME period, so he gave us a sheet of paper contain the topic of a song *its the end of the world*.
It is a break up song....and...erm...it is a 1960s hit song! Ya...the singer could be your granny dude!!(for those reader) age 20 and below...heehee
And...i feel that this topic suit for one of my best pal...he was like...already lost the meaning of his life...it is heartening to see a friend like this...

After recess...it was erm...kok's period? All i can say is, i wanna sleep!*_= |||

Right after school, i went for the re-take...actually the LC suppose to listen two time de, but cuz the teacher is tamil, so i told her finish le, den i said...double check le, can proceed with english=P
But, when comes to english...haiyoo...damm troublesome! Listen till left two question, teacher said had to postpone to another day=_=!

After this, i went and flirt with my fina=P everytime flirt with her ah, my finger must have a pain feeling den shiocka!!!hahah...yea...maybe kinda addicted to my fina?

Den i went to take nap...and till to 630pm...actually forgetten about the meeting with KW!!!
Hahah... Den he called me and i told him i was on my way to bus stop...den i hurried get myself changed and went to the bus stop...was late for 12 min and i woken up at 629pm, hahah...

Did a study date today and maybe tomorrow and thursday bah...

That's all for today:)

The night is still young:) haha!


today morning waken up by my sis den don wanna wake up...but could hardly went back to sleep cuz already wide awake...LOL
den went to eat porridge and iiitttttt waaaassssssssss daammmmmmmmmmmmmmm hhhoooooooottttttttttt ah!
but nice la...right after that went to take bus28 towards kembagan MRT for service...actually what pastor Kong preached is really true
In life, the are certain Goliath in our hearts? so whos the Goliath of our heart???well...to let the rest know what is goliath...it is the giant in the bible whom david uses 5 stones to throws...
well...pst said no matter how big the Goliath is, if we seek our God, He will make them stumble...
therefore, we need to pick up the 5 stones of our lives.
the 5 stones are:
1.we gotta pick the stone of the PAST
God uses our painful past to pour COURAGE into our hearts
a good hero will make a hero out of you
2.stone of PRAYER
maybe somtimes we feel tired of praying, no mood to pray...but bible says Put God first and He will take cares the rest!
we always get better in Time
3.Stone of PRIORITY
God has to be FIRST in out life
4.Stone of PASSION
5.Stone PERSISTENCE
than we had our prayer and worship...
actually...enter His courts with Praise is a good thing...
when we really uses our heart to worship god, i could really felt so divine and all my hurts and troubles are GONE...
well...
what's the difference between the *Christianity* God and your god( for those who are not christian)
well...your god protects u, my god too...
but did you god says *i LOVE u*?, our god do....

alright after that went home and cy actually message me! asked me can come out anot...and i just frankly rejected him say: i don't feel lke coming out today...
wow...i was like....but at least still honest to my friends:)
like what pst says: in a relationship you gotta apply this priciples:
1.priciples of Radical Honesty
2.priciples of Joint Agreement
only than this relationship between others cann move on...even greater


yesterday celebrated Bobby's Bday...felt so bad for borrowing money from him and didn't give him any Bday present...Haiz...:(
went to watch *Where Got Ghost*...
was quite hilarious and a little scary, specially on the part of the 2nd story...what's the story?
well...that's for you to find out!:)
everyone(our group) was quiet throughout the whole show...actually planned to laugh loudly...haha...

alright...after that, we stayed outside the exits from the cinema... everyone was like headache...
what to do with the cake( cuz they thought the cake will melt fast) ...so i gave a few suggestion...in the end...the cake could last 2-3 hours! wt...

after we settled the cake problem...on our way to collect the cake and off we go!...i was going home due to family outing later...so alighted a few stop from where we board the bus13.did see wei loong the black(cuz he was dark=P)
but he didn't see us...hahah!

after seperated from them, go back home and...here....there....hahah..was very tired and wanna sleep and
my dad forbit me:( heh....
after all were ready...we were taking taxi towards Bendemeer( very near to Boon Keng MRT)
did quarrelled with my 2nd sis halfway-she was so slow...and the vehicle from the other side are coming over le..
so, i screamed at her and straight away from the start of the taxi ride, we quarrelled till the entrance of CTE

after that...my dad shout shut up arh to my sis...everything was peaceful...den my mum kept asking her many many question. after that i told her i wanna work at GV after my N's...den she asked me why i quit mcdonald's?
i told her she no need to know....on the way, didn't know the taxi driver was my dad's friends( glad not those type of friends who drink many many beer wan)

when we arrived, saw my *Dai Ku-Jong*(in Cantonese)means *Da Gu Zhang* in chinese and means Big Uncle-in-law( i suppose so?)
get disturbed by him alot time, everytime with him...haiyoo so irrtating lorr @_@
but its good to have joker relative within the family:) sometimes also work with others to talk back,
but still...haiz...i'm still the one he like to disturb most...cuz i talked back to him ah, never ever give chance! heh heh!

den when i sit on the chair, my grandmum started telling me not to eat this and that...den plus my mum...
wha...when will i have peace eating!!!!after the 3rd dish..my said i cannot eat this...wha i damm pek chek lehh!!
den i kept eatig rice...till to the end of the fourth bowl.
my mum said i very *xai Suay* means Disgrace in hokkien..at that time i had really blown to my top already...den i shoot back:i xai suay better than you *lao kui* also means disgrace in Hokkien but a differnt phrase.
went out to the restaurant for a breathe and go back...when my elder sis asked for a photo-taking... i said i don want....
den my mum say come la..i straight away shoot back: Dont want la!...den my 1st sis was like....went out for another breath.....
finally i can't ta-han anymore...
when i saw my Dai Gu Jong passed by to talk to my dad, i straight away tell my grandmum:
MA-ma, wo chei sin( means grandmum, i leave first...) next i told my this...dai gu jong and rush out to the restaurant...he caught me and and kept asking me to stay back cuz of what ever birthday...cuz it is my mum, grandma, Big aunt Bday(in terms of Lunar...), den i kept replying i wanna go home...and finally, he gave up and i walk to the bus stop home. to be honest...
i didn't know i know Boon Keng area so well...-_-
well...feel kinda bad about it now...better seek god to clear away this...erm...guilt? or maybe this spirit of anger within me...before before that( like a month ago), I consulted my cell leader, she said i was letting the emotion get out control over me, instead of the Holy spirit...thinkng about it now..it is quite true...

well...that's the end...:.(


today school was like kinda alright for me...just that i fall asleep in English class because they were talking about prelim's results which i missed it...wow...after school, went with CY and Feng yao to the school's nearest coffee shop aka pri sch chicken rice...

thanks cy for reminding me about the retake prelim! and i straight away rushed back to school using the CHC speed...and manage to catch up Mrs Foo...
well.... the practical was rather easy for me....and i just take my own sweet time to do and able to complete within 40-45min! no joke!....out of 90 min:)

after school, went home immediately and slacked with my Fina...u know she needs to *touch* every single day=P
Cy called me shortly...and i tell him i go bath..in fact i'm still slacking with Fina!!!!hahah
right up next...went around J8 with feng yao.... bla bla bla...all here and there....
after sending feng yao off, we went to take 410W...why cause joseph's lady wanna take i suppose so....aiyah! they all speak thing i seldom listen...

so had a tour around Bishan.....heehee:)
after that we alighted at PRIME...and went to cy house and wait for him and go meet the jeremiah and then khairul and followed by sun wen....

so had a steamboat buffet....i kept chionging at the beef and mutton, like i long time never eat meat like that. YESSS!!! cause of chicken pox what....
after that went to KTV...HAHAHAAH!!!TALENTIME!
starting everyone voice was like......except for sun wen( he had such a great voice lorr!)
den all start to okay le, cool down le...
khairul starts to go crazy by singing don't kow what shit...
when comes to my turn...and i was singing on the mike, halfway the jeremiah ah...damm irritating..kept disturbing me untill i push him away...HA!

actually i wanna sing Hokkien song, but i see those title in chinese character....wha...sua liao...
ya lor...

and i just received a letter from SIS( not SISsy! but Singapore Indoor Stadium) and a card as well...say what got alot of special feature for this membership card...like buying ticket got discount( thats of course!), can write message to the celebrities if they perform in SIS...


well well well...1st time using phone to type this yeay!!
Well, i'm lazy to type...
Hmmm...it seems that life are okay right now...but i just feel that times are getting bad now...not because of the 7th month, but i just feel that....hais....don't wanna scare you peeps le...
Well...i'm already prepared for any thing...what about you?


today was like okay for me lehhh....kept asking myself: not sian meh?...but it seems like got this lappie, got facebook, got blog, and got guitar will do le....


as continued....


Hey friends, bet that you guys must have some fun reading my previous post...
anyway, i'm writing this post to let you peeps know about Decision-Making...
yes, making Decision is easy...but have you ever thought of the ending?have you ever thought of what will i benefit if i don't do/do this?....no....thinking about all this is rather hard, especially in relationship...

so i just wanna let you guys know that thinking of the consequences is like a V...
V? why V? because V is like having TWO choices, 1 is do, the others not...
and corner below stands where you are...
you get what i'm trying to say?

let's take an example!
bet some of you don't really like to come to school, school sucks! correct?
so this is involve in WILLINESS...
what is WILLINESS?
WILLINESS is about how commited you are to the things that you suppose to/not suppose to do.
you get what i'm trying to say?

but did you all know that comig to school gives us knowledge?, did you know that schools are the training place for the future?

Friends, let me give you a quote: WILLINESS brings you to RESULT, Your WILLINESS to certain things will make differences....
*will continue this topic again*
-the End


wow wow wow! must really say this morning been a great one! except i had a weird dream...
you know what is it about?
dammm dude...
well....
this was like this:
i was usung lappie halfway and suddenly the com were full of HTML...
then the screen came out a so called zombie(cuz the body was black and and walked like a zombie)...then both me and my sis ran to the room and hide and lock the door.....after awhile...the zombie went into my mum's room(but my mum went to work le...).

Knowing the zombie is in my mun's room, i asked my sister to get all the flameable stuff like perfume( you know those type that can spray?)
and she KPKB tell me she don't dare to go alone...
i was like....
okay! get it myself!
den lightter as well....
get all the stuff le....ran back to the kitchen and get ready all stuff, my dad were hanging up the clothes to dry...

Holding the lighter in my hands, i slowly walk toward my mum's room and knock the door....
and go back to the kitchen's entrance...
slowly, the door were opened and walked out is a dark figure(still walking like zombie).
not knowing my flameable stuff was in the back back part of the kitchen, i ran into the kitchen and can't find my....OH NO!!!!!!!
den i suddenly remember zombies scared of FIRE...so the zombie followed me run into the kitchen and show him my lighter and on the FIRE.....BOOOM!!!!
the end....
what a weird i had isn't it?


today was still a boring day!!! heh.....but never mind! it is gonna be over soon!!! hhheeeeeehhheeeeeehheeeeee!!!
so fast 10 days about to over soon, as i looked through the past...not remembering the unhappy ones,
i realise i have change alot!...but anyway, i'm gonna promise i will not just continuing changing, but change for the better! not just only for myself, but for everyone around me....
ya....like that lor....anyway, my friends around me asked me that i don't have any GIRL i LIKED?
i told them i seriously don have anyone in mind since....Pri6...yah...those of u in the same pri sch, i suppose you guys know who bah=P....haiyah...actually the fact is.....
i'm waiting for a RIGHT one to come=P...no lah..yah...actually that is part of it lorr...and building my character up...why?, why need to build characters up before going on a relationship?
well...i feel that SINGLEHOOD is getting ready for a RELATIONSHIP, and RELATIONSHIP is getting ready for MARRIAGE..
yah..so in order to get STEADY...i feel that we must get READY...READY? in terms of what?
getting ready in terms of SPIRITUALITY, EMOTIONALLY, anything that do with COMMUNICATON...
why? so that when the other party are down, you or He/She are able to help He/She or you up...
you understand what i'm trying to say?
therefore, if you sees anyone you really like, somemore you know that person....
i feel that there's a need to seek god in this matter...church teaches us to put God FIRST
so, ya...ask god in prayer for a few days first....try not think of that person you liked when in prayer...REMEMBER, put God FIRST...
then you are able to go on a SMOOTH, STEADY relationship...

Actually what i feel nowadays youngsters like us wanted to have stead is because there's a EMOTION needs in them...maybe like they lacked of family love? or maybe they have many EMOTIONAL setbacks? so they feel that this person can provide what the family cannot provides and able to provide shelther for them...that is Love....so they mistaken this EMOTIONAL needs as lack of LOVE
but when they find no love in that person, they will break up and hurted the other party...
so Friends, heed my advice, when someone asked you for a relationship....ALWAYS ALWAYS REMEMBER, go back home, ask youself this question: do i really really like that person?
be it 100 times or how many times, just make sure that you're CLEAR of what you are doing
-The End
*to get WHAT YOU WANT, you must START from WHERE YOU ARE!*


wow wow wow!!! days of itchiness have finally gone....heh! but another bad thing had just happened to me :( u know what?
i lost both my phone and MP3 player, but thank god ALL of THEM were at HOME:)...but....still can't find them...whaAAAAAAA!!!! haiz! gonna force myself with peserverance! haaag!!
anyway, friday are coming soon yay:) hahah!
now good things are coming more than bad thing whooooo!!! must say is blessing ah!!! HEEEHEEEEHEEEE!!!but if anything comes, be it good or bad, i will accept it.....
because when things come, be it good or bad we got no choice but to accept and OVERCOME it,yea?
so...i always told myself, when thing comes, be it good or bad...i must accept and OVERCOME it, Only then i can be OVERCOMER!....
so, frens, if you have any problems or any trouble....don't run away...but to FACE it...


staying whole day like kena comfinement.
i guess throught out the next 10 day i'm gonna get another suffering...
haiz....you know what? today i've went to see the doctor...and get myself a 10-days MC lehh!!!! good is good la...but wrong timming:(... haiz...(BTW what can i make my next few blog post don't have the word *Haiz*?)
got my prelims this week!!!!whaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!somemore cannot go PM and cell meeting plus service...
maybe i call this theworse holiday ever bah? btw D&T stress are over!!! don't need to be under the pressure of the Ahmad duddeee...he's so irritating...never teach properly...but at least thank god that he is a joker...but it is funny to see that he kena trash in a DARK, GLOMMY room whereby it could ardly see anything when the light are OFF!
hahaha! the moment he came out, he walk like a ....(hw to spell that?) ahyah! anyway it is fuuny:)
well well well....friends, i guess thats the end...
i see you the next session:)!


Hi all, believe you guys must have have still be thinking about the Relationship.
well.... i purposely named this weakness to make u all think properly...
there's is a Chinese poet says: San Si Er Sing, it means that whatever things we do, we got to think thrice ...and like what My school's DM said: Always think of the consequences before you start doing anything...that's i feel that we should *Think BIG* why?
1. it makes you have not regret
2. it bulids up your chracter( make sure it is a good one!)

and ya....like that lor=p

talking about today....
Haiiiizz....feel myself being like a corpse....argh!!!!!
so scary....better not lok at the mirror at night...
hmmm.....ya lor...well....unable to go to school this whole week and PM:(
somemore this week prelim lehh!! wha....
jat lat lorr....haizzz
but Heng not maths but CPAA!!!! haiz...Ms Tan comfirm give that type of...sulken face
well well well....i really wish everytings gonna be ALRIGHT!!!


LOL! thought seeing this stuff might LMAO *090809*
Haiz....times files....and yet i'm taking my N's soon...
well....
In church, good relationship everywhere with cells members
In House, good relationship within the whole family
but not in school, not in my long-tern friendship...
haiz.....somtimes in life, there are denfinitely some quarrels...but
....sign....this time the argument hit till so hard that i don even wish to talk to him.....
its really hurts to see a *more-than-4 years* relationship enters into stage...
but what can i say? that person just met a relationship setback and i don't wanna add to the burden....
well, yesterday in church, i really used my heart and sing as pastor Kong said...
it really works! it takes the pain away! actually...what i felt human de common weakness is:
1.)Relationships
2.)Coummunications
3.)money-issues

i mean, ya, it is quite true....for what i feel la...
well...it getting late! adios!

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