This few days really sucks hard core man....
classmates all don't want to talk to me...
now even friends also got a bit problem...
everything is not going well man...how?
it is hard to continue life on y'know...
i...i...seriously find it out to continue man...
God, U are my eveything...
i seriously cannot make it with You....
just quarrel with my mum man....seriously, why mums are unreasonable?
damm it man...
god, how long more will i get through this?
And you Never be alone...
This is February?! so fast!
haha, guess 2011 started off quite well i guess. it wasn't easy for alot of us, especially with alot of emotional things....for me, the problem is heavy hearted mood....it sucks seriously...the worst one was on the 2nd day while on my way to sch(and if i can remember)...
i cannot control man, started to cried( thank god there were very less people in the train at that time), the moment it stop at Yishun...immediately i smsed Timothy which is one of my best mates in CG,
went to talk to him in late aftnoon and talk my heart out, got prayed by him and felt alot of better..
but now the problem is, i also have very negative, very violent mindset!...
oh god, if You see Your children suffering, please let us come fort as gold...
to be honest, january wasn't that easy to walk on...it is...is kinda hard to control man...
sometimes, feel like committing suicide, but think abt it...God is with me...
i know and i know, that You are the God of Restoration, the God that restore my Faith, that restore my Happiness, myself...all i need to do..is to Trust in You:')
it says, All i need to do is to take a step, and You'll do the rest..
God, i'm committing myself, my Life, my Joy, my Faith, my Love for You, my Everything, into Your hands...
father, deliver me from the evil ones as the Bible says...
God, i Trust in You,
Amen