today really ain't a great day for me....firstly...i really don know what to say about my frens...seriouly i'm thinking of leaving them or wat...they don't understand me, they critised about my religion...haiz...and now? i just follow a new friend and i kena *Fk-off la!*....maybe i did somethings wrong or what? but they just scold...hey, friends not suppose to be like that right? and erm...haiz...really really really...i'm confused and disappointed right now...don't really know what to say about it...but it's time for me to CHANGE!!!! like what i shared before...CHANGE for the Better! but now? haiz....let's take one step at a time....believing god will make me GoOver this periods of trails....
i wanted to tell my cell-leader about the confusion state i'm in right now...but i really don't dare to say it out...and thanks to timo for willing to listen...thats why i loved church frens! u can learn alot from them...
why i go church?why? it is hard to explain this way...well...
and erm...thanks lek yuan for sharing his thought with me...guess we're in the same boat right now,isn't it?