RGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!why?! why?! why?!
maybe it seems to be my fault by not shoutin....but amyway...i've decided ever since today's arguement ... i don't wanna talk about it now...hiz...wht cann i say other than the word haiz...
haiz...life's terrible...but i'll grin my teeth and say...let's move on...
haiz...things are getting worse now...and i feel better after typing this....
any way...the thought of leavin them is appearin more and more in my mind...
so now still in the state of procrastinatin... hope things will go well...
anyway..should stop here...